Tiny wish

By Broken Heart

You made me curse the day I knew you

Step on your heart and enjoy the view!

Up here, I may see loads of options 

And the best part of it… is that you are not one!

This is what makes it... much more fun!

Still I have one tiny wish

But it needs a wizard’s power or maybe a witch..

To charm you with a spell..
 

And make you leave forever… with no time to say “farewell”!

 

Living A Lie

By Broken Heart


Oh man, life is full of happiness
But it’s out of reach!
Some people say they found it..
I say, it’s just a lie or the effect of some hashish!!!!


Who claim it … prove it!
Though I doubt.. they could..
Or let them live it..
And smile coz they should!!!!


It’s gonna end them up.. sooner NOT later
coz pressure will tighten up..
and squeeze their nerves firmer ..
till their tears can no more be held up..


It’s good to say I’m happy every now and then.. try to have some fun
Laugh, joke and surrender to the fact that this is the way life goes on
Tears won’t make it any better especially if u r not alone
But don’t believe it.. coz this is just not true.. and lying to yourself is the worst way you could go!


 

Harsh Memories

By Broken Heart

You are sitting with people all around..


Listening to music you love.. having happy thoughts you pretend to live..


What’s this feeling!


You’re in PAIN..


As if, knives are cutting their way down your throat to your heart..


Hot blood .. rushing like a stream!


Nothing obvious .. nothing seen!


It’s just you .. just deep down inside!


Black thoughts..dark memories.. loads of questions..tons of unbearable pain ..


People around are no more there..


you’re all by yourself.. with your harsh memories!


Merciless pain squeezing your heart so tight.. punching a hole, Bleeding it dry!


U wander why? What happened?


No answer there!..just your voice’s echo inside your mind.. repeating same question..just WHY?


You come back to reality in a second,,, or an hour ,,, you can’t guess! ..


everything around seems to be the same mess..


still can’t know how or why?!


Still wandering .. till when ,,in your heart, this pain will reside?!

 




U almost smile in ma face
Show me ur shining grin
Fill ma heart with pleasure


U show me my dream a pin tip far from reality


I extend ma hand to reach it


In an eye blink.. It fades away!!!!!!!..
I look at u seeking smile to retain the hope


I find u frowning... Showing your teeth with desire for ma bloody tears.. instead of your faked tender smile


I stand stunned.. Paralyzed... Gazing into ur eyes.. Wandering where did I go wrong


But unfairness I see there flames ma weenie body... Creates loads of power out of frustration...
I try to reach for ma dream once again... Though it is now miles away
And it keeps going further and further


U keep on trying to paralyze me and glew ma feet to the ground.. !!


I shout out loud.. I wanna fly!!
I belong up in the sky!.. AND I WILL ALWAYS SMILE


In your face!! "deni"

 

Feelings surrender

By Broken Heart





When hope got lost.. In this jungle called life


I tried to save what’s left of me.. And go on with ma life


I joked about the issue.. And said I’m alright


Things were never better.. Things will be bright


Whom am I kidding.. I know I’m in pain


I know I need you around.. To embrace my heart before it drains


To hear you whispering three words in ma thirsty ears..


"I love you" ..you say, and i can't hold back ma tears


anyone may say it.. but there is always a doubt I claim


but when it's you.. I can feel it..sincerity in ur aim


a battle rise along..


screaming voices saying I’m wrong..


Weakly I denied the fact..


That I really want you, since I can’t act..


I can do nothing but surrender..


And live the rest of this life with no heart that is tender..




 

I think of you!

By Broken Heart





Though we are not together & never will
I think of you,
when am feeling blue, & need to cry..
I think of you, of your shoulder to cry on..of your hands to wipe off my tears
when am glad, & have news to share..
I think of you, bcoz I know u'r always there for me to listen, while no other one care
when am sick, & need a cure..
I think of you, of your magic words to cure my pain
when am tired, & need releif..
I think of you, of your arms to embrace me & never let go!


though you’re just a dream, I believed
though you’re a fake hope, I created
though you’re someone, I HATED!


I think of you

 

I hate you

By Broken Heart





Every time I say I forgot
I know this is not true
every time I say "so wat !"
I can't stop thinking about you

I realy don't love you
but I js wanna cry
I wanna tell u I hate you
but I can't tell why

if I hate you
why shall I care
if I don't
how shall I bear

A storm of questions
popping in my mind
a stream of tears
blocking my sight

I have to forget
to get over you
I got to catch my future
and never let go