I hate you

By Broken Heart





Every time I say I forgot
I know this is not true
every time I say "so wat !"
I can't stop thinking about you

I realy don't love you
but I js wanna cry
I wanna tell u I hate you
but I can't tell why

if I hate you
why shall I care
if I don't
how shall I bear

A storm of questions
popping in my mind
a stream of tears
blocking my sight

I have to forget
to get over you
I got to catch my future
and never let go


 

That’s how love got lost!

By Broken Heart



 
Some times when it is so vague more than ever

You slow down the pace .. stop for a break!

And all of a sudden someone comes out from nowhere

Lift your hand and wipe with it your tear

You feel he is an angel.. a gift from god!

Walk with him blindly.. Believing he’s leading you to the right gate out of all your problems, fears and sufferings.. To the other side of the world where ultimate happiness is a right and a rule!

Time passes without hearing its loud steps!

Js hearing a deeply buried “back off!” voices and hating them whenever they rise .. close your ears tighter and blind your eyes!

Just wanting it to last.. Wanting it to end just with your own end!

All of a sudden fall in a trap of bad luck


Lose the touch..Lose his hand!

Find yourself alone with all the voices and eyes.. alone with the blaming and thunderous cries..!!

Why?! Was it a sin to look for happiness once in your life?!

Or it’s a must to live with torture of being tied to the ground beneath your feet?!!!!



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answer I found in this sentence from "The Zahir" for PAULO COELHO
"That's how love got lost," he said. "When we started laying down rules for when love should or shouldn't appear"